Grief is a funny thing
BC the same thing that made you smile 15 minutes ago
Will have you in tears
But eventually the grief becomes
One of the deepest spiritual connections that one can have
I really do miss spending time with Liss
This is a new kind of love for me
BC even though I mourned the passing of 4 grandparents
I had never experienced death
With anyone That I have loved this much
I just didn’t want to do it
I wanted to kick and scream
Curse and stomp…
But no matter what I did
She didn’t come back…
The Universe has such a way
Of telling us that it CLEARLY is not about US lol
We call that Humility
I constantly am plagued with mixed emotions about her
I get angry at her for leaving me
But I understand it was her time
And that has to be good enough
I have to know that I loved her enough
That when she left…she felt me within her
And I know it wasn’t easy for her to go
But I have to tell you…
I always feel her with me
Sometimes I see her smile in a stranger
Or someone will pass with her beautiful blue eyes
Or a scent will capture my attention…
Simply bc I have smelled it on her before
So don’t confuse my talk about her
With unresolved Grief…
I feel her energy every where
And just as she did in life…
She is still watching out for me…
Hold the ppl in your lives today
Give them a deep meaningful embrace…
Some people won’t look like they need
That transfer of energy…
Do it anyway…
Sometimes we don’t realize how broken we are
Until someone tries to pour love in to us

Enjoy your week
I Love You

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